YIKES!

so, it is friday...the 13th!!! oh damn! yeah, i don't really care about that. but, there is like one week until i go to cali! i am so excited. i am going with my friends travis and tyler. it will be a good break from everything. vacations are the best. especially when they are with your best friends. i can't wait to feel the sand between my toes...haha or the soles of my shoes? anyway, this trip is kind of a going away for trav...he is going on a mission. it's going to suck when he is gone. sure, i have other friends which will help. but trav and i are so much alike and we always have fun. we are best friends for sure. man, i don't know what i am going to do. i will miss him. but, i think that it will be good for him. i can tell that he really wants to go. so, that means i really want him to go. all we can do is write i guess. if he writes...he loves his dog a lot more than he loves me. i will just have to steal the letters that he writes to him...and claim them as letters to me haha. well, i hope this vacation hopes me forget everything in utah...for at least that week. until next time batman.

heaven forbid

It hurts to see your face.
It hurts to hear you cry.
It hurts to see the look in your eyes.
It hurts your heart and mine.
It hurts knowing you are not fine.
It hurts being in this bind.
It hurts until all of your tears dry.
It hurts.....

heaven forbid you end up alone.